.i'm outside of your window, with my radio.
|| scribbled on 2008-04-06 at 7:24 p.m. ||

So some part of me decided he was worth another chance. I've never done this before, even when Thomas came crawling back on his hands and knees and I said no in the middle of an empty parking lot. But he came to my house and he told me he wasn't ready to give up. And I guess a part of me wasn't either because I let him hold me as I cried in his arms as he told me just how much he cared about me.

I can't let something good slip away that easily. It may work, it may not. I guess I'll just take the leap and i'll let you know if I fall flat on my face or into loving arms. Depending on if I want those loving arms. But hopefully my head will figure that out soon enough. We'll see. Take it slow and find out if I got rid of the feelings or just buried them until they could come out and play.

Who you rooting for?

Love Jenz.

no regrets || only dreams

.you're my wonderwall. - 2008-06-19
.you're the one. - 2008-05-09
.civil twilight. - 2008-05-01
.there's a light in the darkness. - 2008-04-23
.i'm outside of your window, with my radio. - 2008-04-06

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» this is me. twenty two. brown hair. curly but i wear it straight. skinny as a twig and i love it. rocker chick. band tees and jeans are a daily outfit. graduated journalism school. writes for soundproof.

»loves: music. writing. movies. ballet. singing. cute boys. life. kissing in the rain. my friends. fairies. art. laughing. falling in love.

»hates: mean people. mornings. self manipulators. false advertising. conformists.

.tell me what you've always wanted and i'll give you love instead.