.take me down to paradise city.
|| scribbled on 2008-03-03 at 5:30 p.m. ||

A king sized bed and you by my side is all I needed on that cold night by the falls. You held me in your arms the way a lover does and I've never felt that close to you. Lately, it all seems so useless. It almost seemed like we were just friends having sex. That's no who we are, that's never who we were. But that night was all I needed. I needed you to hold me again, the way you did before I admitted my feelings for you and it all got a little awkward. But we laid there together wrapped up in each other just talking and laughing.

You take such good care of me and I couldn't ask for more. My legs were cold so you tried to find long john's for me, calling me your girlfriend when you asked the clerk. How you let me pick the numbers on your money at the casino and we won some big bucks. Then you took me back to the hotel and filled up the heart shaped tub so I could soak my sore feet, which were my fault because I decided to wear heels.

Life is good with you, I hope you know that.

Love Jenz.

no regrets || only dreams