.i fell in your arms tonight.
|| scribbled on 2009-06-08 at 3:22 a.m.

I'm having one of those moments. Where you can just picture what you're life will be like in the future, when all your dreams have come true and you are finally living...

I picture at first us in an apartment building, since I'm a writer and he's a photographer and we'll be lucky enough if we can afford the apartment. A one bedroom, decorated by me since he likes things simple. He won't like it but he'll pretend he will and he'll put up with it for me. I will write beside him in bed and we will fall asleep in each other's arms every night. We will make love and not have to worry about getting dressed and going home afterwards.

And eventually we will be able to afford a house and it will be a good size, with a nice big backyard. Maybe have a dog. Start a family. We will start a family and things will be good. And there will be no crappy jobs and half hour drives. It will just be good... perfect.

I love that as I'm picturing this I see him and only him and I know that I'm done searching.

Love Jenz.

no regrets  || only dreams